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Continue reading →: Fighting Prevention …When it comes to fighting, no one likes fighting, it takes a lot out of you, and makes you feel spent, as though all your resources have been exhausted, leaving you feeling empty. Fighting sometimes is a battle that you can’t stop, something happening that leaves you feeling powerless, it…
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Continue reading →: Blogging is a Different Reality …As someone who comes from a famous case, and also attended law school, blogging is a different reality. I think I did the right thing and going to Todd’s house after the Laguna Woods shooting to talk, made 26 videos in my phone outside my car, and then the police…
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Continue reading →: Didn’t Get Well Again, and Here’s Why …
After sharing all my stages of improvement, its always with enthusiasm that I share never judged for quality, maybe a reflection of disability I never complained on any meds, always kept busy, many computers later, I guess showing more work for my work, is the solution to fixing a bad…
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Continue reading →: What I’ve Learned About Voices and Sickness …That if you were important and suddenly not feeling well, getting well is the first step to showing people you care. As an attendee of AA with 20 years sober minus 2006 and 2013, sometimes that confidence is misunderstood for intelligence or shelter or lack of awareness for pains in…
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Continue reading →: OCDA Protest (Day 2) What’s Good Enough …When it comes to risk everyone evaluates things based on how things feel, then secondly based on what you think, and we hope that everyone leads with what’s in the best interests for all, however when the interest is to concern a person recovered or disabled that there is something…
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Continue reading →: Complaining Makes Things Worse …In my most recent episode with bipolar schizophenia which included a two day mani state of writing non stop and turning orange, while detoxing from adderrall and switching to Vyvanse. There’s no state of desperation and falling into a deep depression other than being out of sorts and trying to…
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Continue reading →: Know Your Worth …Why my face is deformed (I self harmed the day before visiting the site of a local tragedy my first effort to show up meet who’s been affected and in person video a response and a recorded effort responsibility to prevent not make light of anything big on my blog…
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Continue reading →: Writing & Improving …What I’ve learned the hard way about mental health is that if you discuss what’s causing you illness you are not given a cure … that’s the trick to pain and suffering it’s not what you’ve done right and said right it’s about at what point has how you’ve been…








