Before you have a life, and get jobs, and in the comfort of support and able to have conversations with people about questions you have about life, while sharing your story, there will be a misconception of you thinking everyone knows you, and treating you are though you are something bigger online than you are in real life, there is a very sensitive phase in transition from building something and sharing your story, before being confronted about who you are and what ideas and organizations you support, a misunderstanding. Usually when people look at you and think your story is bigger than you are, they don’t see you as important, they see you as speaking to be important, and based on what you have in life, judge you.

People want to have what others have in terms of insights and ability, and maybe as a person online who speaks to everyone Im too impartial and supportive, that others have benefited, not credited me, or let me know what they appreciate me for and my work, and let question prevail. Question is a belief that if one does not feel good that that person must be who they think the feelings are coming from, and this creates a person looking for conformations, and acting on confirmations, to take out an aggression toward a person, who they don’t think is suited, or is the same person they are online. This is how you get treated as two different people, who you are online, and who you are in real life, and this is how voices, or bullying, turns into a feeling of discomfort, where basic heckling in spite of who you are, replaces discomfort in competition with you, for discomfort overall, a losing feeling or disappointment, because what people want when they make fun of situations is to make people look bad who they think look bad, or are making someone look bad, like Todd Spitzer, and this is what happens when you take the lead of someone who does not know me, who I have not hurt, who I said stop leave me alone, and did not stop upon me telling him to stop threatening me, and hit my head, and sent that. So that is how a person who is nice is made to hurt until ultimately they do something to get the person to leave them alone, to say they cant or the wont and that in the reverse is how they feel. So whats an escourt ad for, that if a person is not believed to be doing real work or seeking help for good purpose, then they should not be threatened like they are encroaching in any space or life that they do not deserve help from, and this is how you get a regular person like me with a campaign and an identity online and accuse me of needing a person like a DA, in order to feel good or to look good, so this is what a separation of interests is for, on what terms and by what terms, do things get better, and if in conjunction with was not viewed as a positive experience and if my story was viewed as not deserving of positive representation, then what entitles people to treat me like I come from a bad story or treat me as criminal or threaten me, or harass me, for what crime.

This is why being logged out of my Instagram @mymollydoll1985 is causing me problems, because I cannot remove myself from #toddspitzer’s hashtag, since being rejected from his office. What was inappropriate was someone shaming me in public and trying to trash my family and I upon graduating from law school, and whats unwanted is being treated as though I have nothing, or get something, and deserve to be hurt, that’s people treating me like Im sharing my story to be important. Nothing is practice or routine, not sharing, not blogging, not working, not whats American, the problem, or the issue, and it hopefully doesn’t always need to be too late before a joke takes things too far before a persons feelings are hurt and they are mistreated as though they’ve done something wrong, this is how bullying fails to make a problem stop, by spreading a rhetoric that seeks to make me look like Im an offender or lawsuit or “too much” and falsely claiming like things are too much on my end, to say that I don’t deserve to be helped. What cant be corrected is that when I was positive and cordial I was rejected, and when I was enthusiastic I was ignored, and when I had an idea I was called schizophrenic, and when I got voices I was called inappropriate, and when I liked Todd I was made fun of and shamed and then blamed, and in the end whos responsibility is it to ensure that no crime happens and not to be viewed as criminal, that’s my job, to not be scared, to continue to perform, to not get sleepy, to not give up, to not be given a hard time, to not be bossed around, like everyone when things were good, the test is who can things be good with, and wrongfully accusing me of leaving Todd as though things were good when I was asked to, so please don’t judge me for the ramifications of things not being team oriented when Im viewed not as a victim but as someone to keep away, this is how a good life treats someone who they think comes from a bad life, as though you don’t have good things about you, to which another can benefit from, and using a previous lawsuit, to treat you as though you have done something wrong or mentally ill during the course and scope of speaking to anyone that entitled them to give you a hard time.

So that’s life, people treat you based on how you feel, what you have, what you look like, what you can achieve and what you hope and promise for. And in the end if you cannot be a person who everyone makes fun of and doesn’t get sick, then what is the problem when things go wrong and Im not complaining, or reversing things to mean that someone has done me wrong knowing me, but not working with me. I think when you get rejected from a place or a establishment, its about your health, not being able to offer opportunity based on what the issue is, so if its meds, until stable, if its embarrassment by Godaddy until you have no threats or problems, that’s how life works when people who know you in common talk to eachother and feel supported, and reject you give you the silent treatment and don’t help you, and that’s to see if you get sick and don’t hear from anyone, or if you get offended and feelings hurt, until your home is broken like you don’t deserve love, and that’s how you try to punish someone who does love and mean well, and reject them on the basis of love, and who they support, and try to hurt their head or body to mean things that they are not, and that’s how someone calling me out as standing out in a bad way, suddenly removes all their pictures on #toddspiitzer’s hashtags, and doesn’t credit herself for making fun of me in a way that everyone can relates, and treat me as an embarrassing uncomfortable subject, then what is the issue, whos smarter, who who looks dumber, or who feels worse, and who deserves to feel that way and why, and what is the issue or intent or content that is not appropriate about me, asking for help or pitching an idea. Then this is me working by myself, for myself, until things are well, this is me needing no help, this is me rejecting all effort to speak to me or try to help or making things look different to others they are not, and this is me being rejected from #toddspitzer’s office on the basis that I was discriminated made fun of. So thats because I am nobody Im not allowed to be supported by somebody, and since I am nobody and you don’t think that I can support somebody, this is me blocking anyone who thinks that their support is interfered by my influence, and here is me blocking who thinks that they can represent who I am better than I can, and make fun of me like I cant or it not me.

When things are not chill that’s everyones problem for not getting the issues right, and when I threaten a lawsuit, its because I was supportive and rejected, and Im hurt, the opposite of what a lawsuit seeks to make true in the eyes of others, that Im sick or not well, and say that others who meet me or are exposed to me are mislead or trusting and say that Im acting or fake, Im not acting that is my life, that’s my wellness, and I don’t have to sit anywhere and give speeches or write anything important to everyone, and can simply focus on whats my part and what I have to do in order to be accepted by others and not rejected, so these are my rules, if you don’t like me and have bad feelings, then please do not read my work and ruin the experience for everyone else stronger by me, and go by others things that you notice in other people not me! That’s why Im not sharing photos anymore, lost 60lbs and will not pursue modeling or acting, because now its about when shes not well, so then what if shes not well and wants to do thins, so that’s why everytime Im well Im hurt, its doing well spoken to, feeling sick, and then treating me like I don’t move on or Im sick, and that’s what happens when someone makes up a false review on you and your temperament, and that’s whats too much in me cant be fixed!

Im insulted hurt and was crying because no one talked to me, no one helped me, there’s no one to defend me, there’s no one to support me in the event that I get sick, it’s not an experiment over losses or breakups, and it’s not fair to treat me as though I’ve done something wrong to be sick or be excluded or be threatened. It’s not fair that I’m honest and treated as bad and upon rejecting from care I’m treated like I’m not warm loving or carefree I think past a harm being caused there’s nothing that can be done if I’m changed so that much you have to accept about a person who is told they are sick when not sure, or told to go hospital when they feel tired, or told they are wrong if they ask for help, and when people who know me meet me as normal then talk and exclude me, that’s to hurt me if I’m rejected in public to communicate to others that I’ve done something wrong is why I’m filing a lawsuit because although I’m supposed to let things blow over I’m 37 and can’t handle another experience in life when I’m doing my best and then everyone acts like I’m doing something wrong is why I cannot help everyone on the scale I did before and that’s how people are excluded from solution when they don’t include me as part of the solution.