Suffering from voices is not easy, it’s most relatable to viewing any cycle of abuse or bullying, in which there is no return to normal until the voice or the bully wins, which is a harm suffered to you, is the end result of the purpose for voices directed toward you, that is their center, at your demise, or at your suffering, or change.

Voices are most like (based on research of domestic violence and my own experience with self-harm (2017, 2021, 2022 and 2023) —evolves to a worse condition after recovery while “ (domestic violence) is associated to suicidal behavior (me: negative commentary from the patient after treatment bullied treated as suicidal when sickness is not suicide related or being shouted at), sleep and eating disorders, (me: explains weight loss and gain) social dysfunction, worsening of psychotic symptoms, and drug and alcohol abuse.” [1]

Voices occurring upon separation from a support group (2017) and (2023) _____.

—-Voices resulting self-harm (November 2022).

—-Voices resulting in hit head into wall (2017).

—-Voices after leaving support group (hit head).

—-Bullied in the street (fractured hand – hit head) (2018).

—-Bullied in the street (ran 1 hr + psychiatric hold) (2023).

—-Voices (2023 > started drinking be out of house).

So knowing this, take good care of yourselves, your happiness comes first before changing who you are to match or make more credible a voice, which in turn affects your reality and what people think of you in relation to what voices have to say. Its upon an opinion skewed of you, that difference is a discomfort that is credited to the person who confuses or does not make sense to the other upon viewing or hearing from, this is having a problem that is difficult to speak about, it hard on the head to who is expecting for something else. So warming my audience up to disability and disease doesn’t mean expose them to the results of voices. So what are some results of voices:

Voices result in:

• Dislike of self, and dislike of others toward you.
• Results in changes to appearance, good and bad, and dysmorphia.
• Results in a lost sense of privacy, exposing private notes, and making public statements.
• Changes to your comfort privately results in discomfort in public.
• Changes to your feelings of safety, make you not feel safe around others.
• Results in ruining relationships, causing illness, visible by text content.
• Causes paranoia, and affects who can help you, and causes self-harm.
• Results in poor coping strategies, as being hurt unmotivates you.
• Results in discrimination of you and creates a conversation about you, hurtful.

What can be done to go back to normal, to stop the pattern at its onset. If its voices > self-harm, then *first step is to not self-harm if you get voices. Instead of letting voices continue if continuing results in self-harm or physical pain and suffering (focus on your mantras, affirmations, like blogging to reinforce who you are and what you sound like, discontinue work product resulting from voices or prosecution directed toward you exposing you or your work offline, speak to voices through – writing, iphone notes, recordable spaces and go from there, don’t speak out loud, can talk to yourself inside your body, telling yourself “you cant hear voices,” but DO NOT FIGHT voices, that results in a harm to you, to give ammunition to a fight toward you, and that creates a good feeling in who’s hurting you, who then become immune to your hurt, and it causes your life to be ruined.

Returning back to normal is all about self-care, get organized, if voices are judging you for everything, then voices represent who is not pleased by you who you cannot make happy, so forget the “American Dream” (conflict being use of American to my company name mymollydoll (2016) legalzoom and Dream Dream Team Representatives of Dream (criticize my writing and audience as not having the people skills to speak to many) – I’m not sure what voices means but I’m sure it doesn’t mean I’m not allowed to earn a living be paid for my work or identity online created on my own) which is not based on use of one character for free as one character is privileged to write and across the board all topics, is a privilege that has been created by me, that’s not to be abused. Abusing the privileges gained by a person, is forcing a person to speak to a condition, or lose their battle with a condition, to force them into treatment such as myself, and treatment is a cause for “bullying voices” who think that treatment means “sickness or suicide” and don’t comprehend how a cycle of abuse stops, is how to take myself out of the cycle of being harmed, without the requirement of having others or new people around me, at what point will voices stop hurting me (when they feel defended and forgiven for causing me self-harm, once their theory on life and fires and mass shootings are discussed so they are not harming me as through there are any obvious truths or clues having to do with me, and recognize that my success is because of everything I was capable of doing to help, and also right now will also be everything Im capable of doing to help, which requires balance and good decision making and be in good health, not abused, forced into a cycle of abuse “voices” and then hurt “expected for reactions or content post hurt” and the battle is to not enter a state of “disability, or psychosis, or behave weird or speak weird” to be comfortable with myself not uncomfortable and maintain my relationships, that would be making my life better to be more of an adult, voices (hurt within as a joke about punishment or experience and confusion over how a billion dollars is made is not to spite me or about my story), so continuing to hurt me and connect me, is hurtful to both me, and to others, needs to stop.

Reference:

[1] https://www.center4research.org/the-cycle-of-domestic-violence/