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Continue reading →: Submission to LADA ….I’ve called in the past, recently coming to terms with discussions online and in private concerning my own losses and while reflecting on jobs lost jobs trips to ER support over the years, progress, function, disclosures, self harm, living in Santa Monica with no TV able to sleep in the…
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Continue reading →: Love is a Sensitive Subject …..Love is a sensitive subject, I don’t think even at 39, I represent the negative connotation in describing a woman who is “done” or “changed” or in a place in life, where they cannot be loved, or not deserving of love is my issue, or obvious hurdle in a poor…
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Continue reading →: There are Different Types of Voices ….There are different types of voices. Although recently a psychiatrist and therapist at Cedars did not believe that my diagnosis was schizophrenia, and do not think I am, along with my internist, and my current therapist does not believe in labels. In case there is confusion as to my openness…
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Continue reading →: Life is a Team Sport ….
Clearly if I’m not feeling well taking a break it’s too much I’m doing the work once you dislike comments texts or communications there’s nothing I can do to provide to who doesn’t value my writing accuses me of writing poor making mistakes I can’t win I can’t prevent voices…
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Continue reading →: Addressing the Issues Learn Watch Mistake Loss, Hard on myself self harm, put in danger, lose everything, cause me confusion, work on being alone not bother anyone.
I resent the foot in Barbie is causing me mental illness to highlight a 70 year old wasting the rest of my 30s punished with a website left up for over a year something I overcame was punished for taken off meds, miss the issue as redressing a hate website…
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Continue reading →: Maybe I am Doing my Best and Have Lost my Right to Privacy and Ability to Stay Well or Diagnosis Changed All I Have to Do is Do my Best with Respect to Everyone Else’s Freedoms Not Bother Anyone Not Live Life Disabled Not Be a Joke ….
With negativity voices or negative view of me low regard disrespect or anger suggested then I’ve learned you sound stupid until you sound smart again and you get shouted at insulted as many times as it takes to distract you force you to fixate or remember what others have said…
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Continue reading →: A Challenge is Everyone’s Difficulty Minimized by Addressing a Challenge in Public without Losing my Peace or Sense of Reality …..
I can understand if there are ways of telling me medically that I’m too late to change what others think of me or decide I’ve been harmed in a way I can’t challenge defend myself explain or excuse use moments of disability as an excused upset or version of anger…
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Continue reading →: When Everything Works Out versus Things Not Working Out (Based on my definition identification of what makes a role model) ….
I think everything in life can work out for you if you work hard enough to earn your peace and figure out things in time with room to spare not face difficulties in life while helping others and have a life that teaches solution and doesn’t let others down, prove…
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Continue reading →: Maybe it’s Too Late to Simplify an Issue of What’s Wrong with Me ….It’s clear I have mental health issues that are my fault not met with sensitivity used as examples to punish me continue to punish me and misjudge continued hospitalization as doing my best taking meds not on drugs working in my masters in law getting jobs working my way up…
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Continue reading →: I’m working hard to earn acceptances respect my effort as privilege not make fun of issue or public presence or bullying incident …..Nothing justifies breaking my hand doesn’t mean anything wrong to destroy my ability to write injure my ability to hand write make fun of journaling processing or fixing myself. Maybe I can’t get over all the ways I was punished worked hard to be in public took seriously rejections told…






