Welcome to my blog! Sorry for the inconvenience of me not doing well and having personal problems to sort out, everything takes time, and sometimes whats difficult for you is not something easy to explain to others, and subjects you to more harm the longer you are not doing well explaining to others why not. I think life gets hard and you may suffer or get sick, then life repairs itself, and if you do everything right get back to normal, the same doesn’t go for relationships. Unfortunately if you are not well and strong at the get go, no later time can makeup for the time lost in the moments you were not doing well, so thats the lesson in life, so do your best. At this point in my life, it’s about being well so do things in life, otherwise it’s not worth the energy to apply and overfill my basket with priorities, when I am just trying to get the basics right in life and not have a problem with anyone. I think what people want is reassurance, and unfortunately when you are not feeling well and dont know what is going to happen to you in life, you get scared, intimidated, you feel like someone it trying to tell you that what you are doing is wrong, you are allowed to love someone then in the reverse you are being told in a way public that you are not allowed to love someone, and for some reason everything occurring in between professionally to a earn a trusted space and let down my guard was misunderstood as for some other purpose in life. I think we all have [love] goals in life, I dont think it’s by political status, I think it is by who understands you is proud of you and willing to connect to you on a personal level most people are so preoccupied with being busy that we forget to share those moments of things being at peace, and you won’t know what youre missing out in life until you are single and face mental health issues, you don’t get that down time to just be at ease and feel peaceful, and that’s the part of life that I miss having a companion, being a team in life, being supported, encouraged, loved, those are things worth living for, so this other life of voices and mental illness and bringing up my 2009 after ever suicide, is rehashing my story already told for more information which doesn’t solve or cure the problem but results in me getting sick again, no sickness is easier the second time, no solution is the same for every problem even if occurring in the same way, and no explanation can describe how or why you go sick or by what means, if it happens again, it’s not something that is worth explaining it only hurts you and others, so thats the system of disappointment, or medical history that makes people not believe in you, they think you dont like yourself, they dont think youre connected, they think you are not trying hard, or dont belong, that will be the something wrong with you secret for the rest of your life and theres nothing you can do about it, and talking about it, doesn’t send people down the rabbit hole, people who dont know me cant be hurt by me, no I think the new issue is whether people who know me feel apart of my story even not officially a public figure and act like I dont care about myself apart of. I think we are beyond the story sharing and openness about life, because I dont feel like lending insight to life based on my life for any code or making anyone feel close to me on any level, those days are gone when I could just share openly and everything felt like family, since being hurt Im aware that people will feel good and you will feel sick and still no one will talk to you, and you will never know why because of your 2009, so it’s nothing to talk about or explain, the issues remain the same, the problems remain the same, and me feeling sick now is nothing like 2009, and nothing should be so devastating and so hurtful to say that my 2009 was not real, or that I did not think of others, or that I did not try my best and did not cause problems and explain things well, and dont give up attended law school so this is about what I look like when I get sick how long it takes for me to burn out and what hurts my feelings, I think any life in control of others through a negative lens doesnt make things good for anyone, so this is the issue of whats the point of knowing me, if everythings about not knowing me pretending like no one knows me, then act like everyone does and is close to me.
A mymollydoll.com website (Since 2013)
5 years experienced blogging & self-publishing.
Proven success 2013 Alexa Rank 14,000s and 2023 Alexa Rank 17,000s.
Written by Leslie Fischman, MSL in Risk Management & Compliance.
Nominated for Best Integrated Campaign at the Shorty Awards (2017)
Nominated for Best Personal Development Blog at the Infinity Blog Awards (2021)
ABA Certified Paralegal, 3/4 JD completed, and MSL Masters in Science of Laws.
Nominated for Best Special Project at the Shorty Awards (2022)
Ranked on Feedspot Top 100 Self-Improvement, Personal Development Bloggers
Proud author of self-published books online on mymollydoll.com, and speeches.
Experienced Advocate and Law Student with an MSL and a Committment to Helping Others
Blogging isn’t merely an afterthought, for me it’s following my passions in life, writing! Beginning when I switched to a Sociology Major graduating with Honor Cum Laude to take writing based exams, and then went on to take the LSAT 3 times, my highest score was a 152 at Kaplan, I got 4 As on essays on final Exams in my JD program, was 3rd in my class after the first semester, and all As on assignments in Advanced Legal Writing and the highest grade in the class an “A” and was awarded a Witken Award for Academic Excellence. I had the privilege of visiting the US Supreme Court January 2013, and my journey didn’t stop there, I continued my legal education, pushed myself in athletics, running a half marathon, and just this year getting my first paid job as a paralegal at a Civil Litigation law firm writing Oppositions to Motions for Summary Judgement with little advisement or supervision, that’s putting my education to the test, just like I found success as a blogger, it’s the work you put into who you are that makes you who you are, and in the end it is the work that you are proud of that makes you stand out from the rest, don’t give up, let no failure keep you down in life. There is more to life than all the little dilemmas you face in life, look forward to the next milestone, it is a life worth living, even if you have to make a job for yourself online as a blogger to get started, start somewhere like me.
Mental Health Blogger
In the spirit of HIPAA Compliance I will discontinue sharing diagnosis treatments and hospitalizations and leave that conversation for another point in time, when I am more settled on my current medication regime and work status at home. It only helps to share when you specifically have the words to describe what’s ailing you, and I’m learning at 37 as a blogger, there can be a number of things wrong with your website and that stress can cause you sickness, not anything you would think is stopping you.
Although I may not seem like I struggled with mental health issues seeing me now as a blogger, but there was a time as a law student when things got tough, and the best way to get my mind off what was bothering me, was to start talking about what I could do to help make things better, and from there each year I sounded more and more normal, became more and more of value, and then ultimately it showed in my stats, I started getting public likes, and I was no longer the out there conversation about life, but someone who others could rely on in times of need, and find a similar clarity on the issues, by simply talking about what’s difficult. It’s in that way that as a blogger with a fanbase have the power to re-negotiate the terms and the negative judgments others are going by doing society more of a disservice that a service, and with more acceptance things really get better moving forward, it’s like the weight has been lifted, you are living again proud, disciplined. -Find yourself first, worry about who’s around you later.
Sharing my Opinions and Writing Books was an Idea pitched to FEMA Ideascale before publishing books on my website, my Opinions are inspired by the textbooks I read in Law School and out of admiration for SCOTUS and their intelligence.
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