When it comes to sharing your story, other people should look good, don’t be disappointed when you look bad, that’s part of remembering life, others are keeping track from therein, maybe you won’t necessarily be keeping track or focused on how your experiences in life are interconnected. That’s the risk for sharing your story, although you are doing your best to report what has happened, that doesn’t mean that people who are not associated to you or connected to you, can be expected to be lead by what is thought about you or made to be known about you. What leads is usually what is studied about you, so in the event that you have connections in life, not allow for things to become too late, and recognize everyone living their lives who has remembered you in the positive. Voices serves to remember you in the negative, it’s to make you feel bad about yourself, it’s about connecting disconnecting and being tormented by hearing people who you did know, as though they are still in your life watching you, or tormenting you for the life that you do have now. In lesser states, it’s dangerous in tech to have mental health issues, then people will go through your things as though they are entitled to take or to manage your life as known and that’s how you lose control of your life or what your story looks like. When people have an interest in what your story looks like is how you know that you have become the unimportant element to your own story. Life is all about what you have to offer, and the less you have to offer the less important you are or ever were. It doesn’t matter what good is because of you if people want to know what bad has occurred or how you ever responded they will want to know what was known about you, to cause anyone to not like you, and that will serve as the basis for judging you as though you are sick or offensive in the privacy of your computer or phone. What looks stupid is when you are not aware that others are watching, what is intelligent is when you stop allowing yourself to be governed or tormented by voices, or allow for a side against you to justify themselves, owing it to the people or to others, is to write solid in public and that’s the best way for others to make amends with you no matter what they did not like you for, what they heard, or what it is about you they think is bad.

Whats offensive is who is offended by you, and that’s the theory about the Boston Bombing, thinking its about pictures of me private or things shown in public inappropriate and suggesting that what is going on in my life private is something that is seen or disliked to excuse for why a bombing occurred, or why after I started long distance running and working on myself away from a relationship. So that was what was in common about a photo of Justice Ginsberg flicking off in a photo and the Boston Bomber flicking off the camera in jail, so that would be something that I would have to assemble later and identify, whether I was a known figure offensive or why, and why would a Marathon be bombed, if Im running in California, how would the two be put together, how was it known I was running, what pictures did I take, what did I share online, who was following me, and also if known to the Government, was I doing anything in life that they could see, that another reading them would think of knowing them. This was the first experience of communicating and for a Boston Bombing to be blamed on my communications to the court, or a box of documents sent to the US Supreme Court. I think when people are inspired by you, they can only go by what they have observed, and Im sure that eventually you leave stages of trying to figure out what things are about and start writing online confidently, but that doesn’t mean that you can take earlier stages that anyone would think that now, means you weren’t trying hard then, no one can tell you what you are capable of when you are doing your best, if you get better at writing, or living life, reporting, or staying out of trouble, and not being offensive then more power to you, its not expected, there is not mapped route for success online, it either happens for you mentally or you can’t keep up with the work, all jobs are like that, either you are feeling good performing, or you can’t perform.

This is how talking in private can do you a disservice, people will give up on you and go off the moments that they give up on you, or only listen until they don’t have to care, and sometimes that’s how voices are try to justify things as though you have ever intended harm, people want to hear what you are like defensive or upset, and that’s not the solution to figuring out what angers people. When you get voices its to treat you as though you’ve given permissions or taken back permissions for being watched, and mostly the stages in which you don’t have writing or recordings is what people think is owed to them. There is only negative reaction to me deleting an Instagram conversation, on the basis of my experience texting with a Trump account and a conversation was deleted and some conversations saved, and the conversations deleted either I didn’t feel safe, or I was insulted. You don’t really live life thinking about proof until after you have experienced losing documentation. I am someone who saves everything, so it’s not like me to delete anything, and if ever data was lost, it was by passwords, or by whatever content was shared limited or not stable enough to keep going, and Im sure I have been hurt in life based on stopped stages of writing or performing. Sometimes when you are not sure of what to do when you are trying to get better, is not good enough for people who expect solution, so that can be the cause for torment, what type of pen pal relationship did I ever have, who read that conversation, when did the first fire occur, when did I start book writing, or decide to re-launch my blog and why, when I did go back to work allowed to work, what occurred during that job, another fire, and then a fire closer to my home, initially you won’t think that you are being attacked, but to everyone else and based on where your home is its assumed you are being attacked, so people will be convinced that it was because of who you are or where you live, or what your story sounds like that you were the basis for California being attacked, and I don’t think I ever was the basis for being attacked, but if that’s how things look then that’s nothing I can change, and nothing that a schizophrenia diagnosis can defend me against in life.

I think based on your fears, is how life is made to happen based on what is read by others so that’s why people thought it was another Country causing the fires, based on the fear shared by the Trump pen pal, so that’s why when a fire occurred, that was who the fire was thought to be caused by. Which is why I wrote a NoKo Deal on a card, to politely acknowledge the possibility of a failed deal and a told fear.

Therefore continuing to run or blog, is not admitting anything is my fault in an obnoxious way taking responsibility for the actions of others, nor is writing a research paper, whats too late happened, so if the basis for what happened is believed to be insult, or fighting for, then that would be the relationship to be solved, between my story, my health, or what anyone else thinks, along with the basis for lost respect. I don’t think anything is about you helpful, that you ever need to cite to, the solution will be something that is written and provided for, it’s nothing that the past can credit themselves to, the solution is about not making right now intense, or controversial, or susceptible to harm, and that means that if people believed that you were capable of helping others, then it would be inappropriate to be situated on any team in life of things being too late to you, that can’t take back the lives of those who were hoping the best for everyone, and like me not deserving of any controversy make believe or real, reality is what you accept things to be, so these fears whether told or recognized can still exist, so that why everyone is careful now. It’s not my degree that makes me who I am, it’s by my actions and where accepted that that degree was possible, its not for show, or admissible to any blow jobs unwanted, that’s not my story and that’s not a fact of life to go by or to punish me for on any basis and untrue. What’s unwanted is what occurred to me after talking about life, and being treated like I offended anyone or perverted, you wont know why people talk to you that way, until you date and you’re not respected, it will be where did the idea come from, what did you look like, who are you, why is that possible, and sometimes the goal of voices is to make your life not possible, so that you don’t have a life or people in your life, when people don’t believe that you are a nice person and think you are something else, this is what can cause voices who think things are your fault, or you are not helpful of people who are observing you in private. Once you are observed in private you have to accept both sides watching you, mostly people who don’t love you and send you voices, and respect that they want sex from other people and don’t love you and not watching you to see what you look like, that’s how whos not attracted to you is offended by you to see what you look like being loving or dating, that’s usually the condition of peace or arrival to a better state that gets attacked to show a guilty state instead, people who think you deserve to be punished will continue to treat you that way anytime youre well that’s how you know you are being watched by people who are offended by you, everytime you are well you get sick, because you well doesn’t make sense to who doesn’t feel well when you are well, and what people want from you is work or language that excuses for people not liking you, once you are writing excuses for people who don’t like you, that’s allowing people to feel better than you, without having to do the work themselves, so what type of selfless act of courage is that to give your power away to people who don’t care about you and hurt you, and in what ways is information sought to disempower people. People who are private you cannot share details about is how people get sick, people who are public take the attention, in place of private people being watched and disrespected, and that’s how you protect your family in life, by maintaining respect, and not allowing yourself or anyone you know or talk to be blamed for how they responded to you, its still your job to look good and sound good and not allow yourself or others to be harmed period.