Re: Civil Harassment and What that Means to Me?

04-12-23

Civil Harassment, means that I cannot love, admire, talk to, be friendly toward any human being in private, and that when I talk to someone in a loving way, and if others know about who I love or admire, that I will be treated differently, and the basis of being treated differently will be to determine whether I am : jealous, competitive, myself, loving, a threat, representative, career oriented, professional, feminine, gay, persecutorial, respectful, litigious, problematic, or mentally ill. I think on the basis of no one knowing me, or now now one knowing me, it has become inappropriate for me to be close to anyone, or talk about life in a way in which I am made to reflect on crime, or gun violence, is based on me being viewed as “harassment,” when you get viewed as harassment, then you get treated as harassment, and who sues you is supported, and you in turn are not supported, not believed. That is so that who is suing feels that they are doing the right thing, and who is sued is left with no support.

Civil Harassment, means that people don’t want to talk about Gun Violence, Music, Film, Mass Shootings, Politics, Rape, Beauty, Masculinity, Crime, or Protests, it means that people do not feel comfortable in your shoes or your fight is why you get labeled “harassment” that is to make you appear like you are combative and that you are fighting for no reason, to say that you have a good life, and that your mental illness is make believe, and that’s what harassment means its to tell people that you have “strong energy” to say that you are “scary” on the basis of a homeless person committing a homicide on a Brentwood Private School Student. Therefore the basis for the “Americana” building is the basis on which a beautiful Private School student was murdered would be a question of the representation of who is considered beautiful, whether on the basis of being beautiful a person is attacked, and to what degree is a Private School student affected by a homicide in the valley and to a student at work. Therefore on the basis of what a homicide victim mentioned that she felt a “bad vibe” is the basis from which a victim or the public is made to identify whether a person is homicidal around them to go by their feelings and thus that is how people are making a determination of whats to come by feeling.

Civil Harassment, and now Blogging means that Im sorry for talking to anyone in private, successful or not, elections or not, and on the basis of talking to people in private is what people think Im being made fun of, its is clear that no one needs my support if its called “harassment” therefore not to talk to anyone in private or in public in a way that is supportive in a nurturing or loving way that would cause anyone to possess strong feelings toward me or anyone, or cause anyone in support of people strongly, to be affected by me supporting someone in common, means to not be publicly supportive of people who are accused of “rape” or “confess to rape” is the basis on which me as a woman am being judged on the basis of the quality of men who have hooked up for me, or my content attracting which professions. Therefore because famous film companies were named and prosecuted for rape and put in jail for life, and older men who were successful and who used their success to victimize women, jailed, to the same token I am being viewed as whether I am a woman, who is affecting other women, or younger women, and whether I represent women, on the basis of whether I am respected or not, are others respected.

Whether others are respected is the basis for which my value is being determined. Whether I am a woman who is considered criminal, or fake, on the basis of the type of company certificate I got was bigger than the value I was able to provide and does not earn an income and is not monetized, therefore the company certificate makes me look like I have a big head or that Im trying to make money or am reflecting on a concept of people copying eachother, as though that’s reflective of who I am. If am not a good person, then copying me would mean people would be worse off. If Im a good person, then people copying me would be influenced in the positive. Based on famous high profile cases in court which turn into movies, people who make millions of dollars and then are sued are put in jail on the plain basis of being successful and feeling good, and by the time they don’t feel good, people feel victimized. Therefore the basis of my value as a human being or advocate will be based on how Im feeling and how others are feeling, and this is what is “medically” of issue, when Im not feeling well “what is causing others to not feel well” and the capacity for people to “feel good” and “plan ahead” is therefore affected when a person is not well, which is what “harassment” is trying to indicate that I cant foresee, because I was hurt on the basis of going out alone, I did not comprehend when someone is hard on you, that’s so you end up worse off and don’t move on and get victimized feeling bad about yourself, and that that would be something my fault, because I criticized my ex who already apologized to me and considered going to AA, and showed me an evil Batman movie, I was made aware of a potential for there to be evil that is not what leadership is, I understand and comprehend the concept of “hostage situations” because as someone who reports and cannot be helped in life, makes you feel alone, you become hostage to your own problems in life, and how people make you feel punishing you, that’s a hard life. A hard life is because people think you are guilty and victimize men that you like, and on that basis you as a woman are punished as though you “harass” or change men that you love, and that they turn into something worse or are harmed by your mental health. Most people who are professional feel good and make others feel good, because I have schizophrenia, people do not believe me, they don’t think I feel good, my condition worries them, and they think I belong in the hospital, if I like someone and I get sick, then they think that I offended someone with a condition that I have. Im sorry that I have a mental health condition that people do not trust, do not want to support, and feel offended by Im sorry that my bloodtype isn’t matching with people’s thinking or feelings and that they are scared of my bloodtype on the basis of religion or mental health, and Im sorry that people think Im a disease, and Im sorry that because of my diagnosis I cannot work and no one will hire me now after graduating from law school on the basis of being sued for “harassment” is to make people think that I lose cases, or that I am someone who brings up things wrong (medical concern), or who comes across too strong at others. When people anticipate something wrong, they cannot help you, and that’s how people feel offended and don’t help you in life, people think that you are a threat on the basis of being sued, is why a person cannot be helped. This is not a medical condition, this is a condition of being sued, as a result people see you as a offender, they don’t feel sorry for you, because I described being done unwanted as a person making you feel sorry for them is usually a person who I would talk to and not have sex with. So on the basis of who screamed at me and called me a whore or slut or spoke to me as hurtful. That’s the side that was taken, and that’s why my life was ruined and I was put on medications and stay home, that doesn’t mean that a better life is going to happen for me, not by job or money, mental health is a permanent condition in which people don’t believe you, they blame you, they sue you, they think you are harmful to the health of others by bloodtype diagnosis or belief or religion or writing, and they think that anything else made is not in support of you, and that’s how you can be in emergency but others will not be, and that’s how you are made to feel worse off, when others are helped and you are not, to tell you youre not a victim, and then people speak to eachother and treat you as though youre an offender and they are victims to you. And that’s how life gets ruined, when people treat you as though you are hurting them.

Im sorry for liking someone, I will not like, fan support, or vote for the rest of my life, and will not talk to anyone that I know about anything that Im going through legally including online, and will not talk about life in terms of physical health, mental health, or reactions, and solely focus on whats positive. It’s clear that once a side is made against you, that means not to talk to anyone in private again for the rest of my life, and that if I want to love someone not to text too much, and not to like anyone famous and not to talk to anyone not famous, and not to talk to any doctor, or any attorney, if no one can represent me, means that I have to represent myself, if the basis upon which Im being sued is guilty in terms of everything overall, then that is something that the Judge would need to hear from me not be reinforced, and if Im not a pervert and loving that means to not be gay, stay away from women, seek friendships online, disclose what happened to me so they know what my bloodtype or condition is, and to stay away from most people, on the basis of people feeling good in spite of everything, not to remind anyone of any painful feelings, and that based on how Im feeling is a product of what Im writing is what I said therefore that’s how I will feel based on what Im writing, and if I write any advice its important that I tell people what my condition is so they know not to take my advice, not to listen, and not to believe me.