It might be a new day, and it might still feel like an uphill climb but there’s no such thing as being on top of everything once there is so much work to do and that should be a good feeling, start planning your road ahead. It’s times like these we set down set aside and told to “move forward” it’s that we have to stop thinking of certain things but you have to start functioning with what you’re thinking and it can’t be made better reviewing when there’s work to be done.

This is when forward momentum is better when that’s what’s missing. A forward momentum is created when each day you improve and sometimes that requires (for me a court submission) to set down one project and start working toward new goals that’s when in summary is created and problems simplified to mean a few issues to cover deal with not let happen prevent not speak to not fuel or take risks by labels speak for the wrong people in life or by any difficulty allow for anyone to react less able than you, this is when being smart counts. What improvement is for if a difficulty can’t be felt then that’s what success is for.

There comes a time in adulthood where each generation different learns to shelter the other and that occurs through success it’s not that little things matter less as you get older but momentum is found as a basic building block for each day and the next, so while we may get stuck on a few blocks doesn’t mean that figuring that out was useless or a waste of time or not preventative let no loss go unnoticed it’s when we take into account everyone’s feelings a better voice is created empowering to all (when being apart of those ideologies faiths or lessons and outlooks) let no illness serve as excuse as anyone’s actions that’s the misnomer as to who is capable of what good.

So what is to be learned by LAPD’s recent loss, is that while some diagnosis label as having a potential to commit wrongs inevitable as justified by a diagnosis (no warning elsewhere given doesn’t make anyone else feel safer to normalize a term to my entire audience of millions is not what normalize as a cure not found over a 10 year period suffering myself) so why instill a fear to others of a growing disease or problem and not use the popularity of my blog or a my life story connected to OJ to spread a fear or belief in a disease spread by word of mouth not existing in but 1% of all mental health diagnosed patients.

So in what way does this limit or explain how anything bad happens clearly not through my voice is a criminals life explained or analyze a persons mental health or intelligence based on my writing created by me doesn’t cause a misthinking that’s not the solution for solving figuring out how through me maybe a diagnosis is some scientific way of using me as excuse for criminals but I have my own battles to fight far worse than any other person and on way more meds than any other person and doing just fine managing my life as it is so let not crime convince anyone of a movement upset or awakening to anything wrong is not marked by crime it’s by a loss of ability that as a human you come to recognize that something is wrong and it’s everyone’s job to figure out what that is to begin functioning again.

I support the police I have my whole life, I speak to the police regularly and on occasion have to report things that are not necessary be shared in public and I’m very well adjusted to life my surroundings and around others maybe not comfortable social absent problems but there will be days to rest and days to work like anyone else.

The current goal is not to elevate issues by words hurtful to carry or continue to carry on a conversation of hurt once hurt has past (after submission of writing package to court note: not by loss isn’t a positive result demarks guilt, poor conditioning of end points) — (continued: “once hurt has past”) and I’m not hurt anymore this is how you don’t fuel for excuses or see criminals as me or think life is a sees people in people humor of who comes to be it’s a nightmare to wrongfully help people who don’t seek treatment and commit crimes or do drugs and drink that’s who should not benefit or be excused for there’s no excuse for crime or gun violence or violence period (and it’s wrong to confuse self harm and suicide with crime violence is not the same is not a victims fault for their suffering and does not mean they’ve done wrong — don’t be fooled by terms (if I can help millions then why deduce me keep me cattled up with 1% and make that my problem in life) other peoples mental illness is not my job to cure they can see a doctor for that I’m not a doctor therefore improvement is how people are bettered not to view mental health as a contagion or passed amplify is a wrongful use of my story as connected to OJ Simpson and not true and accurate of my brain moods health personality and potential as a human being.