I think in the rush to explain how many things to consider when evaluating cause for gun violence, I quickly described what was going on for me prior to incidents, and in what way should whats happening to me, affecting me and causing me disorder, the chances of what’s hurting me (argued as being my fault) be considered to have influenced the time, or “people” known or unknown in a way, that would be reflected in the motivations, actions, or inactions of others.

Generally there is inaction when something occurs that we are not informed of, or later find out about, consider what could have been the cause for anything we are later convinced we felt or realized before ever being informed, that psychic intuition people think they have when they can tell whats wrong simply because of how they feel, and to consider any moment of something lacking deciding to mean something has been done prompting for that space in time or lack thereof of conversation or explanation.

Sometimes people think they are capable of solving whats wrong starting with nothing, and there are also those with expectation think that they can solve everything or figure out whats wrong with the help of information.

I think in my case, being hurt should not affect others, and while it happens again and again, whether preceding another incident, or occurring afterward, I think the same ownership and solution was found in holding me accountable for how another person expresses themselves toward me whether in hate or dislike, so that’s a long conversation made short in terms of what vulgar exposure is the cause for gun violence, none, whether the exposure was of my body or someone elses, the same distaste is caused toward me as a woman.

Know that anytime a campaign against a person is created that’s an illegal use of force upon a human being who is not famous (ie me) and an unnecessary use of force or change to my identity to cause me pain and suffering and humiliation. I don’t think for a second pain, sickness, disability, or humiliation has resulted in any other crimes to women similar or successful so that’s a good sign, I also don’t think its necessary to use a human being to identify things not to like a human being untrue, and made up dialogue to hate person for, is a lethal use of force upon my identity, face, body, and good character.

So while you may think it’s a joke to have been harmed in public humiliated and caused suicide to me and be faced with death threats, I have spent the past 3 years getting strong again to overcome that use of force upon me my life my body and my mental health, that’s how long it takes to recover from an objective attack on your identity to humiliate you and get people to hate you similarly, and when the driving force behind an anger directed toward you is reinforced or allowed by a person who is not punished for hurting you in public, we only second guess whether that was necessary after gun violence happens, so while I can’t explain why anyone would commit a mass shooting, or why would I be responsible for another human being’s actions, it wasn’t an argument I did not report to the FBI and the State of Texas, therefore if it were true then I would be punished arrested or jailed, so that’s my life, although I can report and another not jailed or arrested, even if hurt or suicidal or embarrassed, I can get in trouble or be prosecuted as though its my fault why anyone hates me, or why a mass shooting occurs.

I think when it comes to being woman with disability who is single and not married, men have a lot of resentment toward women who they don’t appreciate or value and take for joke, this must be compared to other women, some expectation for wellness be provided, I cant explain the motivations of any human being to feel good or feel good with another, and Im sure that its not a choice to be sick, so the basis for a hate website was my disability and because of the meds I was put on Invega, as result hate website was made, and shootings started occurring at work, and following those shootings mass shootings, which have precipitated throughout spring and summer even following leaving that job to start blogging, and after ending treatment on Invega.

So the main lesson is if you are hurt and embarrassed defamed in front of millions online, report, try to get help, be helped or be ignored, in addition if you being hurt is affecting anyone else, or convincing anyone to commit a mass shooting, it is then your job to prevent mass shootings, by stopping hate directed toward you or excusing hate directed toward you as justified, and not use people’s mass shootings, to create causes for attack to human being such as myself, simply because of membership select me as not preventative and blame me as not representative proper conservative or a good person intelligent.

Therefore if Invega is to blame for a hate website, and if the hate website is excusing for mass shootings, then I did do my job and get the hate website taken down before shootings started, and additionally did work online for a year writing, to counter the effects of hate directed towards me to end my life, and make sure that other lives are not ended on the basis of a mass shooter coming to believe that Im sorry or pathetic or a loser or not someone who represents life mankind well and is of value and not be blamed as a source for a mass shooters mental health illness, and not let any treatment or discontinued treatment serve as an excuse to prosecute and blame me for a hate website made punishing me, and then punishing me and also not be blamed for mass shootings occurring because of punishing me, and then attack me or prosecute me, like Im scary or guilty or making anyone else feel guilty, its you are what you do and say and that’s what you are responsible for but doing things to me to blame me and convincing others to hurt me, does the reverse of preventing mass shootings, it means take accountability for punishing me, because a man asked for nude photos and decided to kill my image and reputation online permanently and cause me death, so while everyone else is forgiven for being cold to me and ignoring me, again that doesn’t make me responsible for how Im treated or why doesn’t mean Im guilty or any mass shooting is my fault, therefore Im suffering for no reason given a deadly disease, because people don’t want to take responsibility for hurting me and thinking that’s the solution, and cant explain why mass shootings are occurring, or why that should have anything to do with my existence on earth after writing 2 websites, then its therefore not my existence on earth that should be changed, hurting me isn’t prevention, then.