Everybody wants to be apart of the solution and to have their input be valued by me and interpreted in the positive. I don’t think that “my side” in life is taking away from other people preserving their innocence, or reading to battle me, change me, or force a side…

When no one sees your side, this is a way of alienating people, and isolating people in life, to get them to believe that everyone else is normal and they are not, or everyone else is related to and they are not, or everyone else is not punished, and they…

After much delay since August 26, my cloudflare numbers are starting to go up, following writing 3 posts, and plan on continuing to grow my blog again, and lucky to be given a second chance to grow my website and my following, in spite of delays and public discussion of…

It may not be what I think that matters, but that doesn’t mean that what I have to say about life, is suddenly untrue or not helpful, as declared by another via insult privately or publicly. I consider anyone who turns on me, or considers voices to mean that parts…

How you handle controversy says a lot about you. I think sometimes mental health gets judged in the negative in the event that you have to express a grievance, or frustration, or complaint, or trying to describe a fight toward you or someone being combative toward you. I think taking…

I’m sorry I wasn’t feeling well for three days, going through something private, with someone who was fighting me, but things are better now. I’m sure I tried to discuss it online in a way that classically makes me look bad and doesn’t help. I think taking a writing break…

It’s always okay to pause, start over, go lightly in life, things can be too much you can experience frustration or repetition of illness or self harm and voices but I’ve never lied to anyone about what self harm is instead of suicide or what not feeling good meant to…