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Continue reading →: Right Now is About ….Right now is about getting well and staying well. From my shoes things can not be worse than they were going into the hospital that’s how little was on my side at the time of being placed in the ER it seems like the more others are involved in your…
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Continue reading →: Adjustment Phase ….Sorry for the posts created before treatment and re-blogged in the middle of an adjustment phase mental health wise and now in a better head space will try to communicate better my fears so that it’s not in one big paragraph rushed. I am considering writing a book about my…
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Continue reading →: Getting Back to Normal …We all go through this, when we just want to get back to normal. The most frustrating part of not feeling well, is trying to communicate how we are feeling and not push ourselves further away from our goals in life. How to get help, and how to know when…
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Continue reading →: What Treatment was For? ….Treatment was for being told to go to the ER August 2022 was interviewed with a job and was kept in a room and sent home by the hospitals psychiatrist, for being sued January 2023, for going to the ER Spring 2023, for relapsing on alcohol and cocaine June 2023,…
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Continue reading →: Today in Treatment …Today in treatment we learned about self-compassion and its three elements: self-kindness, mindfulness, and common humanity. Self-Kindness According to positivepsychology.com “self-kindness” is “Self-kindness is about showing kindness and understanding toward ourselves when we fail at something, or when we are hurt.” [1] Being kind to yourself means to accept yourself…
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Continue reading →: Don’t Hate People …
If there is any primary purpose for this website it is to not hate people, including yourself, no matter what anyone else thinks. You can be convinced of a lot of things in life, even to hate yourself or others, its all about how you’re feeling, so that’s a choice,…
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Continue reading →: Surprise Yourself …Surprise yourself, you’re stronger than you think, history isn’t always right about you including your past. If in the past your last attempt to get strong either didn’t last got burnt out or lost momentum so much so you thought you slowed down in life due to old age, you…
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Continue reading →: Sorry …Was hospitalized for 11 days and now in a residential mental health home for two weeks to get better. Thank you for your patience. Look forward to writing in two weeks. Fix my content. 11/06/23 – Sorry for drinking, sober here forward. My last sober date official 04/02/17.
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Continue reading →: Everyone’s Right You’re Wrong ….Sometimes losing battles in life, is not about defending yourself or reflecting on all the times you were careful, its not to be inhibited by everyone elses comments remembered, and to accept my losses, however dramatic or unreal it seems. When a system that works for me is offended its…
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Continue reading →: Ben Affleck to Leslie Fischman (creative writing dialogue) …Ben Affleck to Leslie Fischman Good Will Hunting Two (dialogue) 05-25-23 Ben Affleck: So I heard you met Diana Jordan. What were you smoking outside, how many people did you meet, was anyone sad? Leslie Fischman: No upbeat. Ben Affleck: So just you were fucking sad. Sad because you got…
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Continue reading →: Writing a Motion that Includes Everything and Submit to All Three Courthouses ….To: OC Court House, Santa Monica Courthouse, US Supreme Court From: Leslie Allison Fischman Written: In Defense of President Trump and Giuliani Date: 10-01-23 If there has ever been a time, to rely on one person’s story, that time would be now, when times are sensitive, what becomes code, is…
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Continue reading →: Few Days Rest …After a few days rest coming to terms with recent personal dilemmas concerning voices and integrating socialization to my life maybe it just means nows not a good time. If you could be doing something more important with your time is what to ask yourself if ever not sure if…
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Continue reading →: It’s Worth the Endeavor …Anytime you think you think you’re fully confident in a decision, your confidence will not be known until confronted by a force against you, and maybe that’s the general test in confidence, when it comes to whether you are composed of fundamental parts true or notwithstanding. I think we all…
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Continue reading →: Fighting Prevention …When it comes to fighting, no one likes fighting, it takes a lot out of you, and makes you feel spent, as though all your resources have been exhausted, leaving you feeling empty. Fighting sometimes is a battle that you can’t stop, something happening that leaves you feeling powerless, it…






