Have you ever gotten the feeling like you knew something bad would happen, seems like this is something common occurring in times of instability or lack of faith in trust whether in others, or by our own devices unable to see the positive in. It’s okay to have your reservations, like most risks in life as business professionals would call it this is why people don’t do business with people.

I feel like as a blogger I’ve come up with a lot of ideas for integration not all some would agree with. When it comes to promoting your work and finding your niche there aren’t many choices for measurement you usually go by who your audience is. I first discovered my audience in entertainment through Twitter Analytics, how I knew to go to them, also since I got a job in Film Distribution (2018) so knew that these were the type of people who would value me or be interested in my work. Meeting their standards is a completely different picture, need to still complete a screenwriting course have been looking but enjoy writing conversations on messenger with others. I figured talking to others was better than talking to myself, and writing on Twitter was better than having no one to talk to.

So the big idea is not to be critical of Film it would be to defend Film as a form of communication and expression that brings out the best in us, and represents life as best as they can, given then times. I wrote a thesis on emotion management in college, and to me entertainment does just that helps us to manage our emotions and feelings and helps us to experience and enjoy life, whether it’s a song or film we are into, it gives us character and adds meaning to our experiences either reinforcing how we already feel or in advance creating a path for progress for us to follow.

In my deepest and most isolated state of mental health issues I immersed myself in full trust of their methodology. I ran (movie: Forrest Gump) mental health issues, I spoke (movie: Great Debators), I ran in the rain and slipped on mud and sprained my knee at work in film (movie: 8 Mile) and cried hysterically when I got home, I lost 50 lbs (movie: Black Swan), I fought with an Ex (movie: Pelican Brief), I marched and got 2nd degree burns on my shins (movie: Clueless) leaving my AA meeting home group and lost 10 lbs, I got shopping addiction (movie: Shopaholic), I fell in love with #toddspitzer (movie: Wedding Crashers), and I created a girly pen name instead of @randbocotimes, mymollydoll and registered it as a corporation in the State of California with legalzoom (movie: House Bunny), and I went to law school with a script (movie: Legally Blonde), and I made an fun Instagram (movie: Enchanted).

You are given so many tips in life to be all that you were meant to be in life and there is no stopping to living life with a good sense of humor and positive head on your shoulders no matter how far back you fall in life backtracking trying to figure out where you are in life or why you are the way you are. So much can be learned through acceptance of your struggles in life it’s what makes most of us strong to say you know what I feel this or I think this and I’m not going to let that interfere with my love for myself or my love for others.