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Continue reading →: Everything Good vs Everything Bad (Insult > Addiction > Loss of Sleep > Voices > Feel Bad > Octave Change > Face Change > This is the “Other Side” movie title joke in reference to my disorder of aggravation upon bullied hit my head or slam my head into walls and I don’t know why if there is nothing wrong with me why is my face not liked what tells you that I’m not smart what is offensive about me with a life and then now with no life or added pressure to prove ____.
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Continue reading →: What’s Meaningful …In order to help others you must first learn how to help yourself and get through your own problems in life, and I think I have managed just that. Everything else in life is more about how you make people feel and how many people get along with you, in…
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Continue reading →: Just watched … “The Desperate Hour” … (re-blogged)Originally Published 07/28/22. I try to be a movie buff, I thought with #directTV I was all caught up, then I got Apple TV and realized that there are so many movies I have not seen and started clicking “save to my stuff” on Hulu. A very special person just…
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Continue reading →: Personal Update …
Good day yesterday bad day today too much attachment to things and not focused on being present allowing myself to get hurt by how I’m speaking in private then how I speak in public is viewed as either trying hard in a sincere or not sincere way then doing well…
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Continue reading →: When Things Get Political …Written at #laxcourthouse (Day 1) … I read two great articles today in part, one on narcissism [1] and the other on work productivity and blame [2], searching “creating problems.” What resonated with me were the themes of being difficult or unforgiving and the time wasted in trying to repair…
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Continue reading →: Do the Dawn …I just got back from my AA meeting home group I’ve been attending for years now intermittently, where I did my 90 meetings in 90 days two meetings a day, when you’re starting life over get started in a supervised direction in life, I guess they were the ones with…










