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Continue reading →: Everything Good vs Everything Bad (Insult > Addiction > Loss of Sleep > Voices > Feel Bad > Octave Change > Face Change > This is the “Other Side” movie title joke in reference to my disorder of aggravation upon bullied hit my head or slam my head into walls and I don’t know why if there is nothing wrong with me why is my face not liked what tells you that I’m not smart what is offensive about me with a life and then now with no life or added pressure to prove ____.
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Continue reading →: What’s Meaningful …In order to help others you must first learn how to help yourself and get through your own problems in life, and I think I have managed just that. Everything else in life is more about how you make people feel and how many people get along with you, in…
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Continue reading →: Just watched … “The Desperate Hour” … (re-blogged)Originally Published 07/28/22. I try to be a movie buff, I thought with #directTV I was all caught up, then I got Apple TV and realized that there are so many movies I have not seen and started clicking “save to my stuff” on Hulu. A very special person just…
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Continue reading →: Personal Update …
Good day yesterday bad day today too much attachment to things and not focused on being present allowing myself to get hurt by how I’m speaking in private then how I speak in public is viewed as either trying hard in a sincere or not sincere way then doing well…
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Continue reading →: When Things Get Political …Written at #laxcourthouse (Day 1) … I read two great articles today in part, one on narcissism [1] and the other on work productivity and blame [2], searching “creating problems.” What resonated with me were the themes of being difficult or unforgiving and the time wasted in trying to repair…
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Continue reading →: Do the Dawn …I just got back from my AA meeting home group I’ve been attending for years now intermittently, where I did my 90 meetings in 90 days two meetings a day, when you’re starting life over get started in a supervised direction in life, I guess they were the ones with…
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Continue reading →: Goal Setting & Fixing Your Life …By the time you’ve made it through your darkest hour and light is beginning to shine back into your life don’t get ahead of yourself by putting too much pressure on yourself or others, the expectation of you is high however your expectations of others should not enter your mind,…
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Continue reading →: A Difficult Time …I think everyone’s going through a difficult time from what I’ve heard regarding people I know from my life or who know people I know and I’m sure it’s not just my social circles in life who feel the pressure and I’ve tried to understand it myself. So the main…
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Continue reading →: Without a Job …Without a job life is difficult, hard to get through the day and keep busy stay motivated, and hard to talk to others when you are not made to be proud of yourself, and it doesn’t get easier with a job, the better you feel the worse the judgment, no…







