Tag: suicide

  • Not to the Merriment of Others …

    Not to the Merriment of Others …

    Recently affected by the negative press that my pen pal #toddspitzer is receiving, regarding his remarks, if he did not intend to hurt anyone by that commentary then no offense should be taken, on the other hand, negative attention should not be provoked on the basis of who he is talking to also, I don’t…

  • Coming from a Good Place …

    Coming from a Good Place …

    Always come from a good place in life, and everything comes back to you tenfold in life, that’s something that I have always believed in. I think this is an isolated incident of hate, occurring during a period in which I was learning to express myself by video, and exploring my writing potential by blog,…

  • Don’t Let Hate Overpower You …

    Don’t Let Hate Overpower You …

    Whenever I allow hate to overpower me my spirit feels weakened, I’m more likely to self-harm or become suicidal, over do my anti-psychotics take handfuls giving up in life, or stay in my room for weeks on end, gaining weight, not practicing self-care, and letting myself go and that’s not the way to live life…

  • What Works …

    What Works …

    The same ideas don’t work for everyone, and when it comes to love theres a fine line between being there for other during a time of need, and not becoming reliant on people for mental health needs, which are better for discussion with a therapist, I think my time talking with Todd Spitzer have served…

  • Many Reasons for Upset …

    Many Reasons for Upset …

    There can be many reasons for upset, not limited only to people who are important, there are some of us too, who maybe are not as important, but still hurt on the basis of who we are, lets not call it discrimination quite yet, but focus more on what can be done on your end…

  • Being Exposed …

    Being Exposed …

    You won’t understand anothers capability in hurting you until it happens it’s nothing that you expect to happen to you for any reason. Don’t wait until after the fact to stand up for yourself and say you know what you’re important but I’m important too. Everyone’s feelings get hurt when you stop doing well for…

  • How Perfect Do You Need to Be …

    How Perfect Do You Need to Be …

    Today is my birthday and it wouldn’t be a good day not unless I have something to show for it to show that I value myself value the time of others and appreciate where I am all the basic stuff that comes to mind when you turn one year older and pause on a good…

  • Why I Cannot Tolerate “Voices” …

    Why I Cannot Tolerate “Voices” …

    Sometimes people will not allow you to get well, and that’s not something you can change about someone who is not in acceptance of your condition, don’t also expect that someone will be in acceptance of you doing well or struggling either make worse, some people think they are entitled to that much in life,…

  • What Im Not Doing …

    What Im Not Doing …

    By the time I hit my 30s I gradually became more and more aware, of the importance of time, and to make sure to do my best, that doesn’t come easy to most, to get a look down, to repair any moments lost, and to also speak to every moment when they have ever been…

  • Be Yourself …

    Be Yourself …

    Often times when we feel insulted, we become grumpy, and in not feeling good about yourself because someone has triggered feelings within you to ruin your mood, you feel lost, and when lost not your usual self. I for instance used to be very animated, talkative, open to meeting to new people, not judgmental or…