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Continue reading →: The Uncool Element …It’s common for unhappy people to deflect blame for situations they feel personally insulted by as though they have been misrepresented. You are only misrepresented by the people you trust who in turn let you down or fail to meet the mark throw you under the bus or for excuse…
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Continue reading →: Personal Update …
Not feeling well can’t sleep taking a break from blogging being harassed receiving text messages non stop insulting me criticizing me and calling me names and pretending to be Todd another moment well ruined to be made to look stupid, if this continues I don’t have the blog. And reserve…
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Continue reading →: Why I Visited the OCDA Office … today 06/23/22
“Someone pretended to be him. Checked in also stated concerns regarding my identity and recent gun violence make sure my identity is not being used to coordinate or influence beliefs on how things happen or why suggest overtly that it’s my fault or that my identity is known in a…
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Continue reading →: We See Four …I know it’s not a comfortable subject prevention and issues following an incident but I think it’s in reviewing our progress that things get better in terms of what thoughts we allow to supersede our best judgments in life not to allow the thinkings of others to persuade or condemn…
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Continue reading →: Rude Awakening …1. No one thinking your funny. 2. Being prescribed a new med. 3. Getting a new diagnosis. 4. Having great sex and never hearing from them, until weeks or months later. 5. Suddenly sober. 6. Suddenly normal again. 7. Pissed off and no one responding to you. 8. Recognizing there…
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Continue reading →: I Don’t Have to Be Beautiful for Anyone …I don’t have to be beautiful for anyone that’s not what blogging and recording my health by selfie is about it’s about making improvements and working on yourself, focusing less on others, and the task at hand whatever that may be. You can only integrate and work alongside others and…
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Continue reading →: Handle Things in Stride …You can’t really toot your horn in this business unless people allow you to, a career in writing teaches you to aim for delayed gratification rather than seek immediate results. As a writer you are feeding off your own energy in life, that’s what gives life to new ideas, and…
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Continue reading →: And That’s the End of That …I’ve noticed that the tension has decreased and people are going back to living freely again, although there is much to worry about in the news, I think overall we are coping better having had these discussions whether or not there are actual people commenting and replying to my posts,…
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Continue reading →: Personal Update …
Today was a peaceful day for me with no delays, back to normal. Sometimes I get panic attacks and stress out, that’s what the prozac is for. I recently wrote about coping with inner turmoil, I don’t have any anger at the moment I’m at peace sometimes I’ll write not…
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Continue reading →: Writing is a Gift …If you have ever taken the time to explore a skill that you want to improve upon, and finally get comfortable doing something that you enjoy doing, you eventually learn a lot about yourself, and also get a first hand window into what others may go through in trying to…
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Continue reading →: Some See Life, Some See Death …One of the scariest facts about life is death, and while you may not encounter the feeling or have been exposed first hand to the experience of dying, Im sure it is something that you have feared before, and especially now with the news of its happening, its not reassuring…
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Continue reading →: The Heavy Load …
Once the heavy load is lifted you’ll feel tired but awake it’s like spiritually ending up at a completion point with ample time ahead to get going again, that’s recovery you process experience a wide range of emotions and thoughts and find your place again in life, the journey is…
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Continue reading →: Poem: “Yellow’s the Name.”Yellows the Name In different places, but not far a welcomed ear At last, the wankering sound of voices has stopped The issue collided with the everpresent satisfaction A job well done indeed as though your soul hires Those who remind you by doubt and question Too close to be…






