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Continue reading →: Personal Update ….Just talked to a psychiatrist almost gave up and was thinking to go to the hospital pack another bag, not doing well. At least in my mind. Its clear the instagram is not a good way to demonstrate that I acknowledge what is not going right or showing that I…
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Continue reading →: At Differing Speeds …At differing speeds, there will be more or less points of inheriting a value that you yourself do not determine is important, which you may later find to be important, depending on what you are processing about life, sometimes it can be helpful to hear what you have said, or…
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Continue reading →: When Love Comes Around …By the time love comes around, hopefully you are not too far from your goals in life, to settle down, liking just one person, I know its hard when things are going well for all your attentions to be divided, and for you to have a million goals that come…
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Continue reading →: Wondering About Things …Sometimes before things get better they get worse, and Im hoping that thats not the case. I am an incredibly paranoid person who is really hard on herself, and Im not ashamed to say that. I think its okay to be careful, just know your limits. For awhile now, I…
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Continue reading →: Don’t Be a Basket Case …For many years I have struggled with mental health issues much of which I kept private. It’s mostly a private struggle until it becomes public, and starts ruining relationships, and as a consequence sometimes fighting occurs which is the worst part of it, feeling like no one understands you or…
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Continue reading →: Change is Scary …Let’s face it, how many of us on the verge of something new find ourselves lost? I certainly do, and that’s not an unusual experience. According to tinybuddah.com, “life will always require you to let go of something before the next thing is in sight.” [1] So instead of darting…
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Continue reading →: Going to Treatment Tomorrow …Its clear that whatever Im battling in life, Im losing, and since I cannot fix what is wrong, or say anything to get out of a condition in which I don’t feel well, to avoid anyone making an example of me, as someone who speaks and is not well, am…
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Continue reading →: Personal Update …Ive been working on finding a IOP in-patient treatment facility, the ER is full, Ive been twice, Ive tried to continue on in spite of everything bad occurring, since November in physical illness, loss of motivation, not walking everyday, I managed to light up once on video, its not a…
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Continue reading →: How to Be a Peace Agency …If you don’t know your capabilities yet, then always do your best, to conserve your energy for the moments that require you to be smart, which will require you to harp less on the moments when you were not fully completely there, in recognition of your worth, and everything you…
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Continue reading →: Why Respect Matters …You can only go up once, and if you don’t make it you don’t make it in two weeks, in a month, or in a year, and its not that you have given up, its that others have given up on you, and that’s the cost of being intimate with…
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Continue reading →: Website Goals and Progress …If your goal is to get jobs one day, then blogging may not be the investment in your future that you were hoping for, if you cant hold center, in the event of things not going right in life. I think for the most part blogging has been a positive…










