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Continue reading →: Complex Ways to Mess Up in Life …Feeling lost right now, it might be because of who I connect with, when Im not well, when Im doing well, and whats helping, and not in any specific order, what is keeping me well, meds, or people, and in the event that I feel hurt, is that because of…
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Continue reading →: Where was I …What goes up must come down …. I have no idea where I’m headed when I have a bad day and that’s a difficult feeling when you just want to feel better and get side tracked into a bunch of feelings you wish you weren’t feeling and don’t know how…
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Continue reading →: Personal Update ….Just talked to a psychiatrist almost gave up and was thinking to go to the hospital pack another bag, not doing well. At least in my mind. Its clear the instagram is not a good way to demonstrate that I acknowledge what is not going right or showing that I…
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Continue reading →: At Differing Speeds …At differing speeds, there will be more or less points of inheriting a value that you yourself do not determine is important, which you may later find to be important, depending on what you are processing about life, sometimes it can be helpful to hear what you have said, or…
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Continue reading →: When Love Comes Around …By the time love comes around, hopefully you are not too far from your goals in life, to settle down, liking just one person, I know its hard when things are going well for all your attentions to be divided, and for you to have a million goals that come…
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Continue reading →: Wondering About Things …Sometimes before things get better they get worse, and Im hoping that thats not the case. I am an incredibly paranoid person who is really hard on herself, and Im not ashamed to say that. I think its okay to be careful, just know your limits. For awhile now, I…
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Continue reading →: Don’t Be a Basket Case …For many years I have struggled with mental health issues much of which I kept private. It’s mostly a private struggle until it becomes public, and starts ruining relationships, and as a consequence sometimes fighting occurs which is the worst part of it, feeling like no one understands you or…
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Continue reading →: Change is Scary …Let’s face it, how many of us on the verge of something new find ourselves lost? I certainly do, and that’s not an unusual experience. According to tinybuddah.com, “life will always require you to let go of something before the next thing is in sight.” [1] So instead of darting…
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Continue reading →: Going to Treatment Tomorrow …Its clear that whatever Im battling in life, Im losing, and since I cannot fix what is wrong, or say anything to get out of a condition in which I don’t feel well, to avoid anyone making an example of me, as someone who speaks and is not well, am…











